Day 3 - Definition

Today is first day of the semi-finals examination. I'm feeling different mixed of emotions. This semi-finals is harder than I thought. I thought that I reviewed enough, but I guess, I didn't. This semi-finals examination took my strength, energy, and maybe my chance on getting into my dream school. Getting accepted into my dream school is the dream, the dream that could make my parents proud, the dream that could satisfy the pressure that I am feeling, and the dream that could lessen the burden that I am carrying. I know that I could just study on other school, but I feel like studying on my dream school would finally hit the satisfaction of mine. The satisfaction of getting the praise I could get from my parents. Since I was an elementary student, they are always pushing me to be better, because that's what every parents wants fot their child, right? To be better.

Those two subjects that I took was very hard, especially the Reading and Writing Skills one. It tests my critical thinking because I did not expect that the exam was THAT hard. I immidiately knew that the goal of mine to turn the tables for this subject was a failure. I automatically accepted my defeat and knew that I wasn't going to pass, again. After the examination, the next subject for the love of God wasn't that hard, but ofcourse, it still challenges my critical thinking and made my mind be blown away.