Rian ariola - RAWS

 This is the day before the most awaited field trip. We are excited and bought all the things that we need. I joined this educational field trip because our mental health should be prioritized. We may experience a lot of mental breakdowns lately, but I know that better days will come and the tables will turn for you. It is really heard to face all the things alone, you may feel that you are alone, but you are not. There is always someone that is always and always listening to us; God. He always listens to our rants, disappointments, heartaches, and problems in life. He is the one that can give you strength at times that you feel that you couldn't bare it anymore.  Mental health is a serious matter, so please, we must prioritize it. There is a whole world that is waiting for your growth. You may not feel that there is someone that truly cares for you, but that's not true. There is always someone that wants to listen to you, and cheer you up at times you need it the most. Fighti...

We only have a shortened period this day, due to intensed heat. Our country is currently facing a dangerous temperature that may affect our health. This escalating problems are causing a lot of things that are affecting every individual's everyday life. We may experience different health problems like: heat exhaustion and heatstroke, trigger sudden events like heart attack or stroke, or worsen existing medical conditions like kidney or lung disease. This type of health problems are putting an individual's life in danger.  Due to a lot of tree cutting, we are experiencing heat like never before. We don't have enough protection that can prevent us from intense heat. Factories and any other things that are contributing to pollution are also one of the major problems that this world are experiencing. Due to a lot of air pollution, heat are being trapped in the atmosphere, resulting to an intense heat that we are facing. Let us not wait for the end to come, let us solve this pro...

 Another day without classes. I just spent all my day laying in bed, watching movies, and romanticizing the life doing nothing. Just relaxing and having a peace of mind really gives me a refreshing feeling. I kinda deserve this after all the hardworks I experienced last week. This mood kinda made me realize that even if we are feeling that we are down, that we are a disappointment, and that we are a failure, always think and look at the brighter side. I know that after every darkness, there's a light shining for you. And that light will serve its purpose; to give us hope and made us realize that this world has a lot to offer. Every setbacks and disappointments will result to an everlasting happiness if we just look into our hearts.

 This day is a little bit different, I was at home, FINALLY. It feels so great to be back home. Here, I get to do things that aren't about school related. Unlike in school, I always get so busy due to all the works that I must finish, but here, I get to relax, enjoy some movies, eat my favorite foods, and spend time with my family. But the things that I liked neimg at school and being at home is I get to be with the ones I am comfortable with. Spending time with them really fills the emptiness of my soul and get rid of all the stress that I am feeling. My family, my friends, and all the people that made me comfortable with them really makes my heart fill with joy and love.

 This is the last day of the semi-final exam. unlike the other days, it seems like we are just going to have 1 exam. Yeah, that's right, only 1 exam. And that one exam is equivalent to 5 subjects combined; basic calculus. Sometimes, I am thinking where they got that name for it. Basic Calculus isn't even basic AT ALL. But, let's just go back to the examination. We all took Basic Calculus first. Some of the questions that were given are already presented to us during our quiz, so that's one thing that really helped us out. But, yeah.. It's Bacis Calculus, I know that I would still fail that exam. After I finished answering all the questions, I noticed that there is a bonus question. I think deeply to answer that question but yeah, as expected, I couldn't answer it, so I just handed the paper to my teacher. After that, we took the FSPL one. Unlike the Basic Calculus, this one is just a reflective essay about the movie "Bad Genius." The movie was great, a...

This day is the 2nd day of our semi-final examination. Unlike yesterday, we took 3 subjects today. It was pretty hard, especially the General Biology. The exam was unexpected and the things that are on that paper would literally make you pray for every saints. For example, the test 1 one literally made me sweat, because the questions isn't just hard, their are also no available answers for us to use, so basically, it was a near death experience. But ofourse, in every dark side, there's always a brighter side. The last part of the general biology's examination literally is the opposite of the first one. The questions wasn't that hard, and that's why it made the test a balanced one. Despite all the hard questions, there's one thing that made rthe examination more fun. Wanna know what it is? The BONUS. At the back of the paper, there's a quote that says, "even the smallest detail would help you" so I took that as a sign. I looked at every little detai...

Today is first day of the semi-finals examination. I'm feeling different mixed of emotions. This semi-finals is harder than I thought. I thought that I reviewed enough, but I guess, I didn't. This semi-finals examination took my strength, energy, and maybe my chance on getting into my dream school. Getting accepted into my dream school is the dream, the dream that could make my parents proud, the dream that could satisfy the pressure that I am feeling, and the dream that could lessen the burden that I am carrying. I know that I could just study on other school, but I feel like studying on my dream school would finally hit the satisfaction of mine. The satisfaction of getting the praise I could get from my parents. Since I was an elementary student, they are always pushing me to be better, because that's what every parents wants fot their child, right? To be better. Those two subjects that I took was very hard, especially the Reading and Writing Skills one. It tests my criti...

 I woke up tired from reviewing all the lessons that we had. Today, we are going to have a quiz, a very hard quiz to be exact in our subjects: Reading and Writing Skills and General Biology. The quiz was tough as hell, especially on Reading and Writing Skills. The questions could only be shown for 5-10 seconds so it was very difficult. While answering, My heart was racing so fast, my hands were shaking, My little mind couldn't remember all the things that i reviewed because I couldn't focus and comprehend all the questions that were given. After the quiz, I got a low score (as expected) but I know I could do better, and I should, because of this academic validation that I was yearning all my life. It's so exhausting, getting all the pressure from the people around me, from my friends, and especially from my family. My family thinks that I am this kind of student who is naturally smart, well in reality, it turns out that I'm not. I'm just getting the high scores beca...

 I was dreaming, then, I woke up to the sound of my alarm clock. Just like the usual day, I get up, fixed myself, and went to school. There's really not that much going on this day, but the thing that fascinates me is that I saw the girl that I once loved, yeah, that's an unfortunate event. You think that you're already healed, but the truth is you're not. It's real that we're going to find someone that will enter our life, make us feel the joy that no one in this world could ever give but only her, make us feel that we are loved, and treat us like how the moon pulls the ocean, creating connections that fills the emptiness of the soul we have. It's nice seeing her, but still, it hurts inside, seeing the woman I once loved really breaks my heart. We're just treating each other like strangers now. It's messed up, I know, but maybe there's a reason why the destiny destined us to meet each other. I can't help but reminisce and think about the fut...